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I've become so lost and confused [14 Mar 2007|10:52pm] that I cant help myself, let alone you post comment

[19 Feb 2007|06:33pm] ill find a way to make everything right. i promise post comment

huh... [03 Jan 2007|11:18pm] blah post comment

[01 Mar 2006|07:08pm] Who do you think you are? Playing such a silly game Ignorance and Immaturity You're the only one to blame You lie about me and others around How ignorant you are to what I have found I put up with your hateful deciet Still to trust you like I thought you did me But you were jealous in truth Your beauty just a lie Your life just pretend With everything I have done Defended and protected You still were filled with such hate Why lie about all of this? Make me out to be such a bitch A slut, a dirty little whore Trying to pretend its me, not yourself? My friends or yours, you havent a clue To what everyone has said about you I told you no lies until the very end And I still defended you to my closest of friends But they knew different on what you had said What a friend you must be No...but a bitter an enemy 'til the end... post comment

what i need to do... [04 Feb 2006|10:14pm] organize my life find 295 bucks...crappy figure out what im going to do with myself clean the house again lose weight...hahahahaha   yeah... and i cant think so thats all you're gonna get right now 1 comment|post comment

[22 Jan 2006|12:56pm] haha i like the way this is going =) post comment

We have one chance, one life, one death, one time to smile. [04 Dec 2005|11:03pm] [ music | these are chunks of moneen lyrics ] "We want it all. They try to stop you from dreaming. They're there to make your life hell. Just try to stop me from dreaming believing. Are you really happy? Ask yourself this time. Are you really happy with who you are right now?" "And I said, That you must do what is right. And I know, You must do what's best for you. And I said, That we must do what is right. In our hearts, we must carry on. No...I'm not afraid of being here, I'm scared of feeling alone again. Goddamn everything. I remember feeling happy" "Don't say you're sorry cause sorry means something is wrong Don't say you're sorry...don't say you're sorry now And I've changed...those thoughts rang out..." "You said you'll know. You said, you said you'll go. You must be crazy, to die is no cure at all. Please don't go. What you said, and it won't take too long. If what you said was true, you said was true. I won't say goodbye, and I refuse to watch you die. Cause if you scream do something, please scream do something. I won't say goodbye... I won't forget." 2 comments|post comment

[21 Oct 2005|06:59am] When you lost all hope...When everything to you is lost? What can you do except for keep going? Make something of yourself in your own way. When it feels as though the world is turning its back on you...Maybe you're just turning your back on the world. I dont know...When pain and torment fill your soul....Who do you turn to? Who has always been there for you when you needed them? I never noticed much before...but only the ones who can be true to you enough to forget their toils and troubles and help you with yours....are your TRUE friends. If and when the time comes when you are upset...They would drop EVERYTHING just to know you are ok...Just to be able to help you. But what if you lose them too? What is to become of you? Nothing...because without those friends   "This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same This is for the ones who have lost it all when all that's left to gain Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away..." 1 comment|post comment

[18 Oct 2005|05:58pm] [ mood | doddodoo? ] [ music | daphne loves derby-Closing Down The Pattern Department ] Hey, did you hear about my mistakes? I never thought you'd see me looking down Even though I made a mess of everything you made for me All along you were there Waiting like you said you always would Yeah, you said you always would We don't have to wait for anything at all now that I've learned This fool will never learn a thing And I can't believe that you would send your love to me now Even though I don't deserve it Forgive me, but I can't be everything you deserve And I know it's too late to crawl back to you tonight But there's a few things that I just need you to know Like the way I felt when we were close And how the stars explode every time you are near But all along you were there Waiting like you said you always would Yeah, you said you always would I am so far, I couldn't see But you made every day so sweet All along you were there Waiting by my side Yeah, you love me even though I don't deserve it You love me even though I don't deserve it 2 comments|post comment

DUN DUN DUN [25 Jul 2005|08:53pm] [ mood | amused ] New FRIENDS ONLY journal     Comment to be added<3 9 comments|post comment

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